i'd just like to echo everything hoo said skyman
im sorry about everything you have had to go through and i now it's hard to believe at the moment but parents usualy do these things for the right reasons (and in most cases are usualy the ones we should trust the most)
stay strong mate and push those suicidal thoughta to the back of your mind! this is a wonderful world we live in and happiness is sometimes just around the corner
my younger years were a brease but i had a rough time through my early twentys (most friends said i wouldn't make it past 25) but like i said this life changes at the strangest of times! at the age of 26 slumped in a pub i met jo (i wasn't looking for romance! it was the last thing on my mind) god nows why she sat down next to me but she did
from that moment on my life changed and the happiness returned
when zach was born in 2006 it just put the icing on the cake!
anyway theres plenty of great people on here (who are all your friends by the way) who you can pm at anytime! and when your a little older im sure most of us wouldn't mind a free holiday over to visit you
i'll pass on the crumpets today as im feeling a little full at the moment