Sorry to hear about that skyman, it must have been a real upheavel for you.
It must be terrible to having to keep moving about and feeling like you don't have any roots so to speak.
Obviously I don't know either you or your mum well enough, but I'm sure she was only trying to do what was best for you and the family at the time and never intended for it to have a negative affect on you, so try not to blame her too much.
As for the suicidal thoughts, I'm no shrink but I can say that that's not the answer. You seem like a bright, fun, strong willed young man and I'm sure you won't have any problems making friends. Are you a member of any clubs or societies etc? And you do have many friends already. I know most people on here don't know each other very well but I'd like to think the majority were friends!
In terms of myself, I feel honoured that fortunately I haven't had to go through anything too bad in my life, but I guess that's got a lot to do with being lucky in terms of where I was born and what my family are like. The worst things I've ever had to deal with were probably relationships break ups, but most people experience those.
Just remember skyman, what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger. I'm sure you'll be fine mate, just remember there's always someone around here to talk to if needed.
Oh, and I'll have just butter on my crumpet, ta!
